I keep my sleeves down when everyone says it’s hot. I don’t wear shorts because no one wants to see that.  I don’t laugh because it’s loud and annoying. I don’t sit because my stomach bulges. I don’t wear makeup because I might cry. I keep my hair down to hide my face. I shake my leg because I’m always anxious. I don’t talk because I don’t want to sound stupid. I don’t get involved because people judge. I get mad because I have a lot of built-up anger. I cry because sometimes it just happens and I can’t stop because there’s no reason to. I cut because maybe one day I’ll cut too deep. I burn because maybe someone will notice the scars. I want to die because life is just so painful. I can’t live anymore because everything will always be bad. I can’t do this anymore because no one cares. No one will notice. No one will help me, even when I bluntly ask. NO ONE FUCKING GIVES A FLYING MONKEY SHIT ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS TO ME SO GIVE ME ONE REASON I SHOULDN’T DIE.
2 months ago | 10:07pm

I keep my sleeves down when everyone says it’s hot. I don’t wear shorts because no one wants to see that. I don’t laugh because it’s loud and annoying. I don’t sit because my stomach bulges. I don’t wear makeup because I might cry. I keep my hair down to hide my face. I shake my leg because I’m always anxious. I don’t talk because I don’t want to sound stupid. I don’t get involved because people judge. I get mad because I have a lot of built-up anger. I cry because sometimes it just happens and I can’t stop because there’s no reason to. I cut because maybe one day I’ll cut too deep. I burn because maybe someone will notice the scars. I want to die because life is just so painful. I can’t live anymore because everything will always be bad. I can’t do this anymore because no one cares. No one will notice. No one will help me, even when I bluntly ask. NO ONE FUCKING GIVES A FLYING MONKEY SHIT ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS TO ME SO GIVE ME ONE REASON I SHOULDN’T DIE.

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